some of the last words on this blog were “Still hopefully within a couple of months we’ll see some life in this old town.”
so nearly a year later and we’re only one password protected blog in.
So what’s happened. We’re expecting another mini mcGonzo. God is still on my case and talking to me occasionally (or more accurately i’m hearing him occasionally or maybe even more accurately recognizing that I’ve heard him occasionally) I’ve led worship in the church (as has Mrs McG) we’ve got a great life group and it all sounds good.
except there are times like today that i still feel lonely in church of 400 people, still feel like an awful dad and husband and still feel like i can’t be everything everyone want’s me to be.
No surprises there for anyone i’m sure and there’s a bloke here that seems to have successfully had and got over this issue who i’m spending time with but still feels like a long road and i’m struggling.
Maybe it’s all chemical, maybe it’s all just messed up biology, maybe it’s spiritual or even demonic or maybe i’m just screwed up
hmmmm to password protect or not. We’ll try not for a little while as i’m sure no-one still remembers this little forgotten corner of the internet.
Sorry, still listening and still giving a damn!!